Feel Like Killing My Family

The post today is a little bit evil. I'm in a bad mood now. It's all started because of the stupid PS2. My dumb cousin wants to go to the second floor to keep the PS2, so I say, "Rinni, are you going up? If you are, can you please help me to switch the internet?" and do you know what that little whore answer? "Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............................." Then I switch the internet myself but then she keep saying "Lazy. I'm tired. Don't want to help. Stupid." I try not to hear it but everytime I enter her room, I keep hearing the same thing. I become impatient and start yelling at her: "Can you please stop it? I just ask you to switch on the INTERNET because you're going up too!" My grandmother came and ask me to leave her. No! It's more to "Ina, get out of this room!" asking me to leave the room with a high-pitched voice. And after this, when my aunt return home, I'm sure she'll take her daughter's side. I just wish that there is no holidays. I miss my friend too much.

And he went to her house.....

My post today is about my uncle's wedding...

He has went to her house today with our family...which I really need to learn how. Hey I'm getting married too someday! So, here's the story...they reached her house while I'm playing PS2 at home. I'm not following them. He gave her a ring and she gave him some kuih in return...I eat the kuih but it is a little hard to swallow since that is not really my taste. Kind of like the burn kuih and some coffee taste. Unique but not Okay for me. So...let's just hope they can be happy...

Not that Honja now...

Hahaha...my Rinni cousin went camping and my other cousins are here. Both wearing pink. Yasmeen and Myra...did I tell you this before???

This is Meen...a.ka....Yasmeen. The other one is eating I think. Bye!!!

Honja

Alone...my post today...about being alone. I'm lonely today. No one to talk to. My cousin has went camping yesterday and she's having a good time with her friends. My uncle's watching tv while thinking about his wedding preparation. My grandmother is cooking in the television and thinking the same thing like my uncle is while I'm typing at my blog. Boring day. Today Saturday, tomorrow Sunday and without our realisation, it's already Monday and the school's start. Ugggghhhhh....I just hope that we have a really long long long school break, so I can be relax and my hair stop falling. That's why I had to cut my hair shorter...Bad hair day everyday. I just hope that I have a long beautiful hair that didn't fall even 1 strand.You'll found me walking bald in another 24 years. HeHeHe. BTW, I should do my karangan first. I think...

He's not the pale one...

Dior...I added pics and some post about Kim Hyung-Jun...he's not the pale one. The guy that I mean is not the one in KKotboda Namja a.k.a Boys Over Flowers... Okay...the difference is the one that I like is KIM HYUNG-JUN...the one in KKotboda Namja is KIM HYUN-JOONG. See... the one that I like is the BABY in the group while the one in KKotboda Namja is the LEADER. They are both singers and they are in the same band: SS501 pronounce as Double S 501. I'll give you their pics:

From left: Park Jung-Min a.k.a Mal (Horse), Heo Young-Saeng a.k.a Otter, Kim Hyun-Joong (the one in KKotboda Namja) a.k.a Gae (Dog), Kim Hyung-Jun (the one that I like) a.k.a Soft-shelled Turtle and Kim Kyu-Jong a.k.a Gorilla...

Finally, my oral...it's passed.

There's around 4 years till the end of school. And that's mean I still got around...10 orals and 10 lisan to go. Well, my first oral has passed and that's mean I got 9 orals left for 4 years. I didn't even feel nervous when going infront. It's just not me. Usually, I'll like having some butterflies in my stomach flying and some balls jumping up and down. I feel energetic it's like some new spirit inside of me...Scary huh. I got 13/15. Thank you....teacher....Bye peeps....

Hyung-Jun Oppa

Some random pics of my love one.......................(Dreaming girl)

Friends...they can be tough sometimes

Throughout this year, I'm glad there's nothing happen to me but like my title says...friends will only call us when they need something. Like if they need an eraser or maybe a ruler...they will call our name...borrow it for a while...return it and never talk to us for 3 days and call us back when they need something. I didn't call that rude but isn't that taking advantage. Like a friend of mine. She borrowed my correction pen and use almost half of it. I can't say who's that cuz' she quite a temper...

Second example: "Airinna, can I borrow your eraser?" Give it to her and without my realization, she took it and didn't return it till the next day I asked her. She well, become panic of course...

BTW, I'm sorry for not updating my blog for such a long time.

There's a saying: "What Are Friends For?" Well, for me, friends is the place where we laugh and talk besides family. Not taking advantages...

Yup...life's kinda hard huh? We need friends but they dont't really need us...

My Friend...

The title is about my oral. Ugghhh...this Thursday we must hand in our paper to Pn. Nurul. She'll check the paper and tell us if we're ready or not. Me, Dana, Kah Weng and Jin Leong recieved the same title. Teacher will randomly pick which one of us to present. So scray larh... I'm scared if I lost the words during the Test...Matilah Me.!!

My Life

SMKSBU. The top smart school in Malaysia. Parents try to place their children there but the truth is...the student is not so much. Example 1: My Classmates.

They are friendly, outgoing, funny and we are the loudest class in form 1. Try to enter the class even we can't hear ourselves talking. Our Geo teacher, En, Syamzul (don't know how to spell his name), when he talks, we can't really here him. We can only see his lips moving. It seems like he is synchronizing some people.

As I wrote in my previous post, Monday is such a boring day plus Hyung-Jun is going back again today. He re-visited last Friday and going back tonight. Hence, my life is, again boring. The girl, I baby-sit, is doing some weird noises in the next room.

It seems when it is weekdays, the time goes slower but it is weekends, the time goes faster. Like I feel like I'm wasting 2 hours during Saturday and 4 hours during Sunday. So bored.

My family has a very low money income this day, so cannot go out. If we ever go out, we have today make a list of budget. Cannot buy this, cannot buy that.

Friends make my life happier. Example 2: Dior. (such a nice friend)

She can me laugh for her talking. Like just now, when her sister enter our class, the first question that she asks her sister is "What are you doing here?" and during our K.H, her sister dance the St. John's dance in front of the class and she joined her. Aww......a perfect sisters. Dior and Ivy... Hehehe

My blog sure is boring huh???

Baby-sitting and A Quick Look Through My Room....

Baby-sitting kind of hard but this girl is really fun. Yup, small and fun. Too outgoing larh...Don't know what to do. Crazy larh sitting with her. She's moving my com. mouse everywhere. I can see the cake moving out and about. My cousin is here too. This girl that I've been baby-sit is already known as our 'foster sister'.

HEHEHE>>>>>CUTE LARH>>>

Name: Nurul Antasha

Age: 7 years old

Picture type: Half-naked. HEHEHE

Now, It's My Annoying Little Brat Cousin...

She's begging me for some nicer pics. This is the only pic I have in my phone. The other pic is with me......HEHEHEHEHE!!!!!!!!!!

A quick look through my not so beautiful room...

Poster of KKotboda Namja that I got for free from a magazine (chinese magazine). From left: Kim Jun, Kim Bum, Min Ho, Hye Seon and Hyun Joong. My fave is Hyun Joong. Friend of Hyung Jun. He has a really nice hair. Like him a Lot!!!

Entrance...Some pics of SS501 and my TV schedule.

Monday: Music Bank and B.O.F

Tuesday: Star Golden Bell and B.O.F

Wednesday: Vitamin

Thursday: JK Hits

Friday: JK Hits

Saturday: Open Concert, My Precious You (M.P.Y) and JK Hits

Sunday: M.P.Y and JK Hits

This is the only programmes I watch throughout the year...

My purple dressing table. Full of non-Airinna stuff. Most of the stuff there is my aunt's. Bought this like 6 years ago. Still strong. Drink Anlene everyday.

My Wardrobe. Taken from my grandma. Very kind larh her. Everything also give to me. I become anak manja already...

My messy bed. As you can see...my handbag is on my bed. Hehehe...so messy larh. Sorry. Didn't have anything to tell. I'll let you see through my wardrobe some other time....

ORAL!!!ORAL!!!

Like the title, we're having oral test anytime from now! I'm the first name, so a little bit...nervous. I just wish that I can change my name to maybe the middle name. I'm so dead. Oral, lisan, that ujian segak thing. My brother's school, they didn't do anything you know. I like his school. So free... This is just because we got this SMART SCHOOL title. I'm hating this school.

My cousin's foster sister is here and she is bothering me. Walking around my chair. While typing, I been bother. She is cute though but kin of mean sometime. I think she become really boring looking at me typing.

Sleepy....Embarassment day will happen???

Hah!!!!! So sleepy larh this day. Didn't update blog for such a long time. Sorry. I've been sleeping the whole day and when I wake up, it is already almost night, so cannot play computer anymore. here's the story. Tomorrow, we're having PJK and I think we going to weight ourself and the teacher will write down our weight which is so embarassing. It's okay if I look like you know, slim and slender. Oppa told me not to worry but I'm worrying until my head is going to explode anytime. Arggh!!! If tomorrow we don't have PJK, that's mean I have a week o lose weight. This post is just so embarassing...Urgghhh!!!!!

Today is quite fun though, we didn't learn much and our homework is not that much. Yay... No sleeping today because I'm having a terrible indigestion. Pity me.....

Tired...

Yup...After a few days of holiday, I became even lazier. There 3 days left till school re-open and still my homeworks is my to-do list (un-done). Must do it tomorrow. So lazy...I want to go shopping everywhere...but the money is not there in my pocket. When school re-open, must stayback until 4 p.m., take bath then watch TV. The same thing will go on and on until Wednesday (starting from Monday). My co-co book is still empty.

Monday-Tennis. The tennis board is so blank. I dream about the board last night...the teacher asks me to decorate it. Silly dream...

Tuesday-HDT. No friends there. Uggghhhh....Sitting there doing nothing. So Boring.

Wednesday-Choir. Must have rehearsal. Don't know for what. Maybe for competition. Go SMKSBU!!!




NOTHING ELSE LARH>>> @_@>>>No idea to write what...

Boring Larh!!!

The Title Says All. So boring larh this holiday. Not going anywhere have to say home because my cousin is having her monthly exam next week, so can't go anywhere. Urgghh!!! Tension fills my head...I haven't done my homework yet. Everytime want to do homework, I feel sleepy. HaHaHa lazy girl what. Of course feels sleppy larh!

Nothing else to talk about. Nothing interesting happen today since I write this blog earlier than I expected. So...Boring Day!!!

Some statements...

Hi!!! This post is for the people who still don't know who's Hyung-Jun is. (Dior, you're one of them.) HaHaHa, call Diorene *Dior*. I'm getting use to it now.

As you can see, the above man is Hyung-Jun. Yup, the one with in black and white. I really love him as much as I love my own soul. I could even die for him. The thing is, he exist in my life. He's from the band SS501 and he is my man. I really enjoy his song and his voice. (MAKES MY HEART MELT) Scroll down in my blog. He is now in Korea to make a comeback with his group. I know him on 9th December 2008 at 6:00 p.m. He's the cutest thing that ever existed in this world. Too bad he's far away, so can't visit him frequently. I'm planning to go this holiday but he's sure busy. Too many activities and all that stuff... Therefore, he's my only boy. No make believe one. Trust me. HeHeHe. *Do Not Sue Me If You're Reading This Hyung-Jun Oppa...*




Laziest day in my life. I accidentally woke up at 3:45 in the morning. With my eyes half open, I play solitaire through my phone while hearing at SS501 songs...The songs are very sweet. About 14 songs later, I start falling into my dreams. Woke up at 10:00. My grandma's voice was really powerful one. If you live at my house, you do not need any of the alarm clock. As long as my grandma is still here, her voice is your alarm clock.

While talking to the poster of 'Boys Over Flowers' in my bedroom, my grandma come in and tell that I am a really crazy girl. I know it larh, talking to poster, how would you say that you're brain is normal??? But it really fun, talking to myself and the poster. Hope Hyung-Jun would be here.

My aunt is not in the house, went out with her friends and child without me. So jealous larh! I also want to follow what! She didn't even ask me whether want to follow or not. So mean. Hence, I stay in this house with my grandma and uncle. So awkward.

I was watching the television and my uncle popped out of nowhere. Ya, I know, I'm half grown-up girl and he's an adult. So didn't really get along together but he's so immature. Talking about immature, I better wait for Hyung-Jun's call now...BYE!!!

Sorry...

13th March 2009. Yup...it has been a few days since I update my blog...Sorry... So, today, early in the morning, after singing NEGARAKU, we have a speech about drugs, cigarette and how teenagers act this day. It's kind of boring but I'm interested in the pictures especially the one with the neck cancer. Ugghhh, so discusting. I should stop my uncles and my father from taking another cigarette. Good thing Hyung-Jun didn't take it...He's healthy... That speech last for about 1 hour and ?? minutes. I am very glad because we skip Science!!! Yay!!!

Geography lesson kind of boring, so there's not much to talk about.

Recess!!! HaHaHa...YumYumYum...I open my tupperware and found out that I bring chicken sandwich!!! I wouldn't call it sandwich though...It is kind of, sliced chicken being squished between breads and was put with chilli sauce. It is really delicious but it is so hard to chew. I think my jaw almost break into two.

Back in class...it's BM. Got homework larrhhhh.....Karangan some more....Hate it. I was planning to have a nice holiday but have to do homeworks!!!!

The last lesson has come...Mr. RRRRR really looks scary today...He got a little bit fierce than before. Scary larh him...I was planning to meet Pn. Nurul but I cancelled it...It's better to stay quite at my own sit for now on. Even Audrey has got a little bit quiter than before in his class...

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!

Cheap Girls in class...

Yup...cheap girls in class. Of course the over acting girls in class. I call them cheap because they all so 'gedik' and did not respect the teachers. Okay, that's not the topic now. What I want to say is that I know all my friends for a long time and I really like being friend but there's a girl in my class with the initial S.S (she's totally the opposite of SS501). Yeah, I really dislike her now. She acts like a cheap hooker by the road side. I didn't mean to tell this but she makes me really mad. I was in her group during the English subject but then, without even telling me, that bitch kick me out of the group. Being friend with Pui Jin is better than being that S.S girlfriends. I know that I'm not that pretty and not that rich like her (don't mention the pretty part, she's just as ugly as the pig) but don't you mind just accepting me as one of the group members? Does it really hurt to look at me? I know, girls this days are picking friends but don't just look at how they look like and how much their money is. Look at sincerity of wanting to be friends with each other. Hate her... Dior...you must know this.

(SORRY FOR USING BAD WORDS BUT SERIOUSLY YOU'LL LOVE HER, ADMIRE HER THEN, YOU'LL HATE HER) :)

Forgotten about Sunday...

Sorry for not updating my blog on Sunday. I forgotten larh...So many works to do. I haven't even finish my karangan yet...and tomorrow BM is the first subject! Matilah me. The teacher sure going to asks me to finish my karangan in front of her... I like that teacher. She's not like other teacher where get mad easily. Yup...I like her. What else ah???

Today is my happiest day! I've known my Hyung-Jun for almost 4 months already but he's going back tomorrow. I've no intention for going to school tomorrow larh...So sad... Argggghhhh!!! I hate my life. I hope my friends could make me forget about him for a little while... I'm depending on you my friends!!!

Saturday...Can't wait!!!

Today, I can't wait for the clock to strike 6 cuz' my love of my life will appear at the TV....YEAH!!!! I'm so excited...Hehehehe. Nothing much... And Oh Yeah....Sorry Alia!!! I'm really sorry....

Friday....100%

The title tells all I got for my Math paper. Today is sure an amazing day, easy exam, score a 100 and best of all....about Mr. RRRRR... Alia, the girl who sits next to me, well, she's a really freaky girl. While teacher is not looking she wrote some bad words...HaHaHa...So funny... We passed it all around the class and well, it is a major hit!!! Everyone agrees on that. Unfortunately, my aunt finds it...and she's advice me not to that and the paper was thrown...T_T

P.S: That's all....and Mr. RRRRR was wearing the same shirt....yesterday I saw he wore blue colour stripey shirt and its the same today.....Maybe he buy 1 and have another one as a free gift....

Thursday.....What A Day...

Ahhhhh!!!! Just wake up...I sleep for about 2 hours before using computer. Longer than yesterday, so tiring.... Today, I was happy cuz' I'm earlier than Ameera and Diorene. Yay, beat them...HaHaHa...Then about a few minutes sings our National Anthem and the silent reading started. Since today we have examination, we are reading the textbook or any other recsources that are involving the subject today which is Sejarah and Sivik. I was really shocked when Puan Sareah asked the girls to stay at the Sky Lite.....and the boys to go up to the class. As expected, the boys make a really noisy noise in the class.

Funny stuff happens, the boys from my class is stuck outside the class because they don't have the class key. Pity them T_T.... About 50 minutes after going the class, our teacher gives us the Sejarah paper. It was quite easy but complicated.

Don't need to tell you about my fave lesson. Oh yeah, I ate a spicy fried rice and I almost drool to stand the spiciness but it's a good thing that they sell papaya there, so I just buy one to block the spicy feeling on my tounge....Pity me now...

We have a short learning process with Cik Maisarah, our P.J.K teacher. She's become more fierce now...(scared)....(shaking)....(fainted) We're memorizing the school's vision, mission, motto and it's song where the only question that comes out is the vision. Silly us.

So tired larh....Wish the month is November now.

Wednesday.....Science DAMN Hard!!!

"NEGARAKU...TANAH TUMPAHNYA DARAHKU...." yup....our sweet national anthem. Sings that everyday at school... Back to the days in primary school, we just sings it on Monday...but now....um....ugh....everyday.... I don't know why but I feel like yawning everytime I reach school. Oh wait! Maybe it's because of the teachers! Or PREFECTS????? No freedom at all... Everywhere we go, their eyes are on us! Yup I do mean the U.S - US! Like this (teacher's eyes>US

AGAMA paper was hard too...but not as hard as Science....You'll see why when you sroll down... The last part is the hardest. It's a good thing that we don't need to write it in JAWI or not I'll be the one you see DEAD on the floor.....

Then my favourite lesson come...LOVE it... (Read below to see my fave. lesson)

K.H was quite easy and we have a 25 minutes rest before Science come....

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
So hard....so tricky!!! Yup, tricky...That's the word that I wanted to use... HaHaHaHaHaHa...

Tiring day...as I get home i sleep for about 15 mins??? Yup... I open this com. after getting up...

Tuesday....Hate it....

Tuesday...It's another boring day (for me...I don't really think the others Hate it...) So...we have the silent reading started at about....7:25 a.m.??? I don't really see my watch...Pn. Sareah said that each day before assembly we have to sing our national anthem. Isn't that...LAME??? Hence, we have to re-stand and sing the whole song re-sit and take out a book. Read...read...read...sleepy...sleepy...sleepy... I think in another second...you'll find my head on the ground.

What else ah??? Nothing interesting happen today...Oh yeah, i just realize that Mr. RRRRR are wearing the same shirt. Yellow yesterday and yellow today...Did he wash??? HeHeHe.... Oh... So funny.... (I'm the one who spread the rumor...) HaHaHa.....

I didn't stay back today (as usual) So lazy larh to stayback...Pity my other friends. So tired....No time to study.... Okay, so you see my heart right???I always want to feel others pain... HaHaHa... That's all....Didn't I say my blog is boring???? Pity YOU!!!

Monday...Boring Subjects Go Away!!!

Monday is sure a boring day for me and my classmates. After a long speech from our teachers and "Angelina Jolie" we have to go right to the com lab.

-Did I mention that my right leg can't feel anything after getting up from the Sky Lite???- Guess not -.

So, we where waiting for about 10 minutes before Mr. Robert come and open the lab. Yup...ICTL class. I thought I'll be liking it but it is just too boring. Mr. Robert says "I need you all to do a presentation about new technology and present it in front of the class." We were so timid, nervous and shy at the same time... Everybody was just fine until he said his words.

REHAT time!!! My favourite lesson from all the lessons in the time table...Feel really happy...When getting into the class (2nd floor), Diorene keeps nagging that she's tired but she has to exersice a lot since she said she has a 'spare tyre'...

Get in the class, we have to learn AGAMA. It's not that I hate it but I think it just hurt my feeling sometime...especially the part about 'pemakaian tudung' among the female student. Sorry to say but what if we where it at school and open our hair at public...I don't really care but won't it hurt the Ustazah feeling if she saw us not wearing tudung outside school? Maybe I am creating a big sin but sorry.........................SO SORRY.......................I love you Ustazah....(I mean what I said)

K.H. Another boring subject. HaHaHa....I didn't bring my note book and in big trouble but really save when the teacher gives us work to do in the exercise book.....SAVE!!! What is the subject next???? I forgotten larh!!!

Oh...isn't it SCIENCE??? Save again because don't need to do anything...We just have to COPY some exercises from a book to transfer it to the testpad.... I don't really get it actually but the NERD BOYS in front of me....(teacher's pet), are really obedient....

Then...........................................................................................................................................................
ITS MATHEMATICS LESSON!!! Warning (to all girls): Dangerous Mr. RRRRR are near...wear some shields to protect your baju kurung and I do mean the jarang one.... Don't expose too much...(I hear from other girls) (Don't accuse me of anything!!!) (I'm innocent) (Turly innocent girl)

The exams finally start. All student looks worried... Worrying if they got B and C for the examination of SENI!!! What the hell are they thinking about??? Seni...is that even included in the PMR and SPM result??? My weird friends....They like dumb enough to worry to think about thing like that...It's not like Puan Sareah going to ask you guys to a public speaking nation wide!!! Crazy and dumb...my friends.....

Hello, my friend!!!

Hello to all my great great great and dumb friends... It's a good thing that you open my blog cuz' you'll get so bored looking at it until you will fell asleep in front of your com... As you all know...my life is kinda bored...Looking at me at school seems like I'm a timid girl or something. Well, by reading this blog...you'll discover that I'm a very timid girl that keeps everything in my mind and soul...Keep on reading and blogging my blog to see what I've been thinking the whole time...